broken...

Oh my gracious...
What's happening to me??
I'm feeling downright broken...
How could this happen to me...
Will you ever see me...
Who am i in your eyes???
Don't wait until i turn my back on you...
I think i'm losing you
I can't wait anymore..
Duddee, break my fall!!!

Okay, that was something... Dramatic isn't it???
I love to write...
In fact, i've got a book full of my composition...

But, im really upset...
Exams are very near...
But look at me, im not even moving my ass to go study...
Will i pass???????????????????????????????????????

You raise me up......
so i can stand on mountains...
You raise me up..
So i can love someone else...
You raise me up!!!

Days that past me by...

F.Y.I all this months that has passed i have been training for my campcraft competition... Months of hoping to get top 10 comes to a day in 10 minutes or so. Just a few days ago got the results ended up in 33rd position not even the position we thought of gaining that is 20th position.. Ok so... wateva with that. All of my efforts wasted on tying that damn round lashing with all those swell i got after pegging and tying the tent guy loop on that 33rd poaition..

Ok, thats the previous phase of my life and not to forget thanks to all that campcraft training i have been focusing on i got my very first lousy result in secondary school. Straight 5 star class and 2 U s. Thank you very MUCH.. it is really appreciated (sob sob). I just got a BF (bitch fit)!!!!

So now comes the next phase of thee life....
First thing first, i think i should focus on my studies more.
But, how am i suppose to do so when almost everyday, i had to stayback late in school. I seriously have a lot of thing to catch up on. DAMN!!!
I've got speech day training, blala...

SO WHAT!!!!
I just hate that B****** standing beside me in GOH!!!