MONTH OF JOYOUS IN ME

raMadhan!!

During this month i felt victory... Victory for fighting the urge, fighting the tireness, thirst, hunger and waking up early in the morning without complaining.. and how fast time flies it is almost October the end of Ramadhan is near it feels so solemn... Mighty Righty...

But it is this month that i have the opprtunity to communicate with Allah more often.
Thats All!!!

When boulders came tumbling towards you, what will you do?

Things have been quite hectic for me.. i don't understand myself... my exams are getting nearer and i don't seem to have the interest to study.. this is a pretty dangerous situation to be in wat if this happen before my 'N' / 'O' level exams.. it is as if you are frying your own ass in big pot of oil!!!! Or rather digging your own grave!!!

ERMM... Somethings are bothering my mind and i don't think so why it should because i have got nothing to do with it... It is about my friend here who goes out with a guy who is much older than her age about 20++ yrs old and they go out on date which as she describe it very romantic- going for a dinner in a restaurant and later dancing?? i could assure you that my parents have never did that as long as they were together... This may sound so dramatic that only after 2 weeks of relationship that guy actually passed away due to brain cancer and me and my friend fought with each other over this matter not because over the guy but over an event before it... WEIRD!!OO YAh going to the beach late at night after terawih.. it makes my friend look so matured when she naturally (no offence dear) still like a 12 year old kid how ridiculous is that... and because of this it makes me thinks that she is making up stories and probably sick in the mind and as a friend i would like to help her but her stories is all in all too dramatic to be true. For me personally, i don't believe it till i see it and this does not happen for me only but it does to some other friends of my but particularly one of them do believe in this "crap" so me, i do not want to be drifted by this stories so i would just observe how far her stories can go and how real can it be. It is really not necessary to deceive your friends with stories like that it is very inconvenient and if i have to bring you to meet a counsellor and so shall be it STOP BEING AN IMPOSTER JUST BE YOURSELF!!

People it may sound like as if i am insulting my friend but really i need help to tackle this matter i want to help my friend here i think she is getting sick.. Tag me if you have any solutions.. PEACE!!!