Saturday, September 5, 2009

bad aura...shooh!!


Pheww...
Things have been hectic and stressful!!
The important thing is the "conflict" between me and him is over.  So i think...
I'm pushing all the bad aura away...
make things easier for my life.
Bad aura is bad for you.


Things are recovering well.
Though i still chose to keep things to myself...
Probably drown myself with all the emotions until i dont feel anything anymore.
Or rather not so painful as before...
Probably something like autism?

i'm finding something crazy to do...
Like i should get a ride and drift all the way
I mean i'm in the need for speed.
I need to release stress
Before i go brain-dead again

Distant star,
shine so bright down on me,
This dark night show me
how things might be.
Show me, so that I may see.
Give me a sign from above.
Tell me why there is no love.
Show me so that I might know.
Why everything is so?
Help me so that I can tell.
Everyone that all is well.
That everything is okay,
For this and every other day.
Distant star, shine down true,
with your pale light of blue.


 


For every song a voice will call.
For every hurt, there is laughter.
For every ending, there is ever after.
For every friend, there is a foe.
For every joke, there is a woe.
For every beginning, there is an end.
For everyone there is a friend.

Friday, September 4, 2009

makan!!!


HIGHLIGHT OF THE DAY!!!

Break fast with cikgu!! Thanks a lot cherr!!!

I feel like a fool waiting for someone and in the end he backed out.
I actually waited, for you!!!
So i decided to head home after that.
Slept until 4.
Wake up, get ready and off i go to Tampines Mall!!
We ate at Bali Thai. =)
Super great night!!
All i can say the class was hyper and bonded!!
We even celebrated Tirta's mother's Birthday!!!
Great!!
Everyone was so full that we find it hard to move about. Hahax
After that walk around, they cam-whored and blabla.
Tampines is a very crazy place.
When you walk, you can feel that people are looking at you.
Its so uncomfortable.
Especially the lonely groups of malay guys.
Hmmm.... just ignore them.
Lain kali aje la.

...

Exams are coming!!! I'm scared!!
Had my 5 day study plan.
Going great  i think...
But tomorrow, will be speed drift race. Go go go!!
Study like mad!! Then hooray!!
Wish me best of luck people!!
I hope i dont brain-dead on the day!!




Its an unexplainable feeling.
To hear that you've moved on.
I always knew that you would be better off without me.
All i can say is, good for you and all the best.
But it seem that you decided to cut all ties.
I cant tag, sms or even look at you rite...
It isn't fine for me, but too late and too bad for me.
Time will heal the wound.
To whoever it was that motivated you. Thank you!
At least, if you are doing fine, i get a little peace of heaven.
Really, i dont expect this from you.
But you had your limits, i understand that.

Tuesday, September 1, 2009

Waiting for that moment

10th day of fasting month...Am i right??

I fear the "great" day!! The day that we will be doing some spring cleaning!
I always dread this day... Because i know i'll be the most busiest person. Why?? Because my stuffs are the ones that is messed up!! Especially the shelf... Planning an emergency escape plan!!! [\EXIT/]
(heart beating faster)


Had the most ridicule dream ever!!! Random!!?? Scary!!?? Humorous!!??

So!! Woke up at 4.54am, quite late huhhs...
Chit chat with the FIVE!! Talk about dreams and nightmares. 2nd sis dreamt about lizards and cockroaches before being woken up by 2nd bro. Then I remembered my loyal "friends" a dream and a nightmare!! Walking TEDDY BEARS!!! When i was young, they woke me up for breakfast and school, they even led me to the "toilet", which landed me to pee and poop on my bed!! They still come back in my sleep occasionally though. They made me jump off a building!! Satanic, evil bears!! Teddy bears with red eyes...
Makan!! Then back to sleep.

Woke up again at 8 for social studies extra class!! It was TEACHER'S DAY!!! HOLIDAY!! And i had to woke up early!! (sob) =(
Finished at 10.30.
Reach home at 11.00.
Sleep back until 1.30.
But half the time i was listening to music.
Then studied Social Studies until 4.00.
And i'm here...
And my dad is cooking!!!
Anak dara slacker!! As always!!
So off i go, buat menyibuk!!