An asshole I Am.

Hmmm.... i dont know what i did...but i think i just locked my SIM card and i have no idea how to unlock it. Tried to call Starhub a couple of times but to no avail. Too busy to serve me i guess... sad seyh... i want cry to sleep lah.
 Tapi, one thing im relieved about is that i didnt foolishly locked my phone. So still can use my phone but currently incontactable.

Andand, this week i feel really sick and i suck. Like a Dumbass Hyriah.
I have super moodswings.
Always feeling like wanting to pick a fight or just total ignorance.

And today, i swear i wasnt in a peak of mood.
Last night found out about stuffs that i wasnt favourable of. It breaks my heart.
But nevermind, i must learn how to let go of the past. learn to let live with it.

Wednesday, went for campcraft training. Not in the team, but for the sake of looking around.
I mostly observed the flagstaff. Im experienced but it was like 2 years ago, so i have yet to remember all the small details and stuff. Trying to recall them all.
Anyways, campcraft team... Its probably because it has been weeks since they last trained. So i think they needed the time to get back on track, get themselves tuned in to campcraft channel. But they are wayyyyy out of timing. Come on guys!! Give me a better timing. :)
Needs a lot of patience, perseverance, speed and knowing-what-to-do-next.
Competition is in a month's time. Not much of training left. So need to buck up eyhhs...
Pitied all the peggers who have injured themselves.
For all the trainings, i have never bled. I have a very soft skin that is sensitive of friction, it blisters almost everytime. It must have been the method you peg.


And im sorry if i hurt you.
Im just not ready. And im confused.