Befriend

Whooah.... I just read one super long full of hatred post...
And I got a lot to say...
But dont worry, i will try to be More Tactful...

Its okay to be angry or super mad with someone and surely you can talk about this with your friends... and bear in mind that this is not considered as talking behind their back... everybody needs some people to confide in and tell how they really feel about another person... that is totally fine... but when you confide, dont just talk about the bad things, talk about the good things also, and then why not discuss about how to solve the matter...And dude and dudettes, misunderstandings are always bound to happen, reason being, people dont always think alike...

And lets say, if you dont like it when someone did something on you... why not tell them nicely face to face, and when you are angry, never take actions, because when you do, most of your actions are irrational...Tell them politely, that you dont like whatever things that they are doing to you. And not get so mad and frustrated about it. Because things like this, are considered small matters.

Lets say, if you dont trust this friend of yours... just listen to what they have to say, but that doesnt mean you have to believe them... it all depends, sometimes you may agree or disagree with them so judge base on your own judgement.
And to those hypocrites out there... it would be really nice to know that you are also someone who can be sincere in whatever you say or do...
My mom always say, if you want to hate someone, hate them and let them know that you hate them. At least you sincerely hate them. :)
You dont have to pretend to be nice to that person you dislike, just because they are with you, its unkind.

And if you have some problems with some of your friends, why not approach them and talk about it... Why keep it to yourself and create all kinds of assumptions and accusations and make matters worse??
Its not wrong to be open and honest right?? And for some special cases, you just need a liitle sarcasm to get back to their faces for saying mean things about you.

Settle your problems bravely, dont use all those Stupid ways, and i really mean stupid and coward ones.
Dont play behind, play it infront. That is if you have the Guts!
And dont use threats, cause its really not nice to do so...

Even if you are angry or confused, bear in mind that they are still your friends. Why such harsh and mean attitude?

Can't Take It Anymore

Why is it everytime i tried to ignore you, you came rushing back into my mind?

Why is it everytime i tried to forget you, the more i think of you?

Why is it that for every step i take, i'm 2 steps aback..?

Why is it that at times like this, you had to hold on?

Why am i feeling suffocated?

Why am i feeling lost?

Why didn't i just stand back?

Why didn't i say  the truth?

Why does the truth have to hurt?

Why does love have to hurt?

Am i confused?

Am i lost?

Was i right?

Was i wrong?

It wasn't meant to be.

It wasn't suppose to be like this.

And for every alternate phrases, i'm referring to two different people.

And for every second that i think about us, i'm wrapped with guilt.

~If i wish to disappear from each of your lives, will that be alright??

Anti-social

You must be thinking, what this scum bag Hyriah is doing lately right?...
Well, she has been attending the Bridging Elective Modules.
Kinda fun...
At first, she thought she was going to sulk the whole course...
But neyh, that didnt happen...
Instead she find it kinda interesting!!
We got into groups of FOUR!!
Nurul Nadia, Nurul Shahira, Rosma and Me, we make up Blood Donors!
First day, was great actually....
Except that for our first time dish, it kinda suck...Because we accidentally put too much salt... So it was damn salty... Saper eyh, yang nak kahwin cepat?? hehe
We perpared, Chicken AlaKing and Pilaf Rice...
Should be interesting and delicious...
Hhaa

Second day, which is today....
Superbly FUN!!!
Because right, we made deserts, Victorian Sandwich, infused pear and ginger tea and main course, Mac and Cheese!!

I especially love the Victorian sandwich/cake!! haha
Im proud to say that our's turns out really nice!!! haha
Yummy, except that our noob decorations kind of ruin it a little!! bahahaxx
 And for that, we were given the task to make victorian cupcakes on Wednesday for the presentation!! woots!!! so excited!!

And oyeah... the infused thingy...we did it right but it doesnt really taste good to us...because its ginger!!
Later i fart!! haha

And then... we prepared the Mac and Cheese, easy actually... but we cheated... Mr Haniz is it?? he helped us!! haha...he modified a little... almost got us into a hot soup.... bahhax

Highlight of the day.... that assistant, Mr Haniz or whatever, he is quite handsome for some especially for someone in my group, refer to my team member's list...guess who lah...
His eyes and his hair reminds me of Khalid, but only that this guy much more handsome and fairer ah...hahaxx Im not the only one who thinks likewise okay!!!
He very nice sia, he helped us and another group a lot, a bit bias ah but maybe because our group and the other group are those that are interested to do ones...(innocent face)
And i dont know why ah, one of my team member, blush sendiri sakk!! ahaha
We all keep teasing her sia... so fun... but sadly not sure whether he coming tomorrow, if he come confirm she happy like mad haha!!
Seriously random sia she... haha haiish im laughing to myself...
And right, i think she jealous because he talk to me... she from behind ask, what he say?? haha Kepo!!!
For me to know, you to find out!! bleahhs... just joking lah...
Im not interested with him anyway!!
You can have him!! haha


Speaking of boys!!
My0oh-My...
To boys out there, whom i have broke their heart, purposely or accidentally...
My apologies!!
I am no Bitch...
So girls out there who think i am... If you think you know me, then you dont... And dont say people, look at yourself first!! If you are 100% perfect, then you come and talk to me. If no then BUZZ OFF!!
And boys, not that i want to break your heart, but it was necessary i guess...
Yeayea whatever lah... i dont intend to get attached to anyone any soon anyway... Maybe next year...??
Good news to some and bad news to some.... 
Lets just be friends and get to know each other inside out if that is what YOU need.
Sick of waiting...

Besides being single and mingling around is fun, who is to stop you?? Nobody!!
And i have more better things to look forward to anyway...
Like looking for a job, which spells out going for an interview any soon...
Then, blood donation again... monitoring my diet!! No caffeine!!
Im so eager to see my bag of blood!!
Oh did i say, im O positive!! yeapp!!
Very on demand blood!!
Because i think its because, O can take only O... So people who in need of O blood type, can only get from people like me!! haha
Then the rest i dont know... My family, got A+, A, AB,O... left only my lil bro with an unknown blood type... Nevermind, next year i shall drag him!!
My goal is to reach 50 times of blood donation!! haha which will take me about 6-7 years...
Wow thats long!! Because we can donate only every 3 months
Oyeah, then i heard we can even donate our plasma, not plasma tv but those plasma that are found in our blood! Cool or what?!!! I want to go!!! Go save a life Hy!!!!
Oyeah, anybody interested to go for volunteering at AWWA??
Or does anybody knows how to??
Im so excited!
Woot!! im going to be free after HMT o level!!
Then im free like a bird...
Cant wait!!


Ciao, going night cycling soon!!

XOXO
that bloody heartbreaker