Clumsy for being frozen

You bet, Khairiah, wont be clumsy if she hadn't had a bad day....

Broke another glass again, the sound was piercing, lost my balance... accidentally step on the shattered glass, but luckily, the glass wasn't sharp enough to cut me except for some tiny pieces stucked onto my foot and had to remove them but little cuts here and there. Saw tiny droplets of blood, but didn't care anyway who cares??

Yupp!! Today was the suckiest day of my life. Had some dumb talks, i couldn't care less, use your hand campaign mostly walk around but i still did some work! He say today i attitude, so fine!! The whole day, was finding ways to make it up to him, but nothing seemed to work out well and right... But he was laughing here and there with the girls...

Then meet the parents session supposedly accompany him... then something stupid happen. In just a second, all his messages for me seemed meaningless. It was just a dare, you don't have to do it to that kind of extent. I was angry with you that's why i message you that flirt thing!!! You are not suppose to do it anyway, just because i say you could!!!

Then find solace with a bunch of Sec 1 students play UNO with them, but that too doesn't seem to0 help. Saw him upstairs, look so HAPPY!! Then decided that i can't take it anymore and walked away.

Suppose to go home straight. Feel like running away... Then sit alone at the park then this feline sat beside me licking herself, well at least got "friend"... Anyway felt so damn hurt and numb. I hate it! I hate it so much!! I don't deserve to see that!! Do you know how much hurt i feel?? It feels like lying on a bed of knives!!!!!! So yupp, sat there my face all wet from crying, but who cares?... Went home... nobody at home either. But felt better after crying. So it is my fault, for me being too sensitive and you being so insensitive... The end...