Saturday, May 16, 2009

Got nothing better to do!!!

Yesterday, after school... he send me home....
At home, hungry no food, guys all go Friday prayers. So I'm all alone.... :(

Decided to go cycling. Then ask Rouhui, where she was... found out NP people all inside NP store so i suggested go meet them outside school and go Hougang Point, ate at KFC. At least now, my stomach is full.
Then go near Jiawei house at the void deck. Play UNO didn't realise it can take damn long to finish one game. Its like you play one UNO game five games of POKER can finish already... its that long!!!
at 7+ go home... but i continue cycling until 9+ help Rouhui find a block. Then after that tired sit at the void deck see people roller blading..noobs.. then bored...go home... My body damn aching...
This morning go jogging... my body more aching... then maybe later in the evening go cycling again. Suddenly so energetic seyhh. At least its healthier than to emo around at home alone!!!
See people... i've changed.

One day... i'm going to try this.
Get into any bus that comes at my first arrival. Decide wherever i want to stop and then drop from the bus get into the next bus that comes and continuosly. Until i realise i'm lost. Walk a few distance to the next nearest bus stop i can find and try to get back home. It would be very interesting. but i'm not going alone. Dragging some of my friends haha... the more the merrier and havoc it will be!!

O yeah... reading back all my books that i wrote in. I used to write poems... philosophies or something like that. To think again some are really nonsense and some are very meaningful. hahax I used to be filled with emotions and thoughts that i often write them down. Now its seldom. but soon going to do it again. I've got to find my old self back, find who i used to be...

Sometimes in this never ending journey
you'll find yourself struggling
through obstacles that often pull you back
you try to find solutions but it was never there
and yet here you are, somewhere you never know

If you let the river pull you along
you lose yourself & if you don't you'll never
understand what you are capable of.
This is where you are challenged.

Sometimes you slipped and you always
have to pull yourself together and when you fall
you grabbed every strand of hope there is
get back to where you first began...
& every time you feel despair and alone...
Think again.
You are not the ONLY ONE !