Why???

So many questions in my head...
Why?? Why?? Why?? Why???

I feel so damn sad. I don't know what to say..
Is it really all my fault??
Am i to be blame for all this complications??
I think i disappoint you too many times before.
I'm disappointed with myself.
& i don't want to disappoint you anymore.
I'm everybody's disappointment!!
I'm a disappointment to myself!!!!!!!
I messed up my own life!!
Why am i so unfair towards myself and other people around me??
Why is it, of all people you are the one that i hurt the most??
Why??
I think if you didn't know me, you wouldn't have been hurt so much by me.
I'm so sorry!!
I want to be with you...
But, why am i hurting you??
I've just got to get a hold of myself and stop hurting myself and other people.


Aaarrrgghhhhh!!!


I want to stay in love with my sorrow.