To the one i past

Stress!!! Tomorrow A. Maths, die!!!

Yesterday, She gave me back the heart i specially made for someone... i looked at it and my mind just go blank. The thing is, the heart was given back before i even moved on... that thing was like my heart that i gave to someone all out of love. I remembered how much effort i put in to make that thing. But looking at it, makes me dwell in the past. So She know what i did to it.
And of course, She was shocked. And we talked about it. Dont say, like as if i never cared about him. I do, but it was time that i let him go. Its not that i have never gave us a shot, its not that i have never believe in us, its not that i have never hold on to him. I did. And its not that i gave up on him. But its because i already fit my piece nicely into his life. We were together, i stayed with him with a reason...But on the way, we messed it up and we get confused, but now everything is much more clearer.
And if this specific him is reading... you should know, i still do check up on you, its looks to me that you are in a bad position, i can feel that you are suffering. But hey, you should know that there are a lot of other girls out there waiting for you to be with them, a lot of other girls who are wayyyy better than me, wayyy more understanding than i can be...
Where is that you i know, who is strong, brave and always thinking positive?? Dont let this change who you are. Look how far you have come, since we started from the beginning, you are a whole new person who people really like, unlike the old you who plays around with other people's feelings and people hate you for that. You have come so far, you wouldnt want an obstacle like me to ruin all your efforts, right??
I'm very sure, that you are going to get through with this.
Fate and miracle works in miraculous ways, its just time that will make us realise what our main purpose in life is.
I slipped away from your fingertips and there is no way that you could ever capture me back.
Please shut your eyes, stay calm, let go of all the pain and keep the hope high. This will go away swiftly when you stop thinking about what you have lost. For once, think about the goodness in me and not a person who has an evil plan. =)
And it is not in my place to make you feel better because i was the one who hurt you in the first place.
But please stop doing things that you yourself in the right state of mind would go against.
And im not going to be the one to heal your wounded heart like i have always do, someone else is going to do that. Just wait for her.