Monday, October 12, 2009

You are never going to get it!!

This post is especially for a friend of mine, whom i think talking to her makes no difference, then i rather post it to get it to her head!!!

You!! I really HATE your personal message on MSN!
I really feel like slapping your face!! You get that??!!
I dont care about what you think i am or who i think i am!
But you are never going to get back with that Bloody Bastard!!
Because why??
Because i am going to make sure you DONT!!
Can you please for the very first time, listen to people!!
Cant you get it??
We are trying to stop you from making the same repeated mistake!!!!!!!
And i am not trying to rule your life!
But can you please think deeper???!!
Your thinking is very shallow!!
And i freaking HATE IT, when you wished for DEATH!!
Can you please stop saying all those, saying is like praying!!!
Can you please think maturely!!??
One Life, One Soul, because of One Guy you are going to let it waste?!
How Dumb is that!!
Yeah, i am being kind of straight forward and rude, but this is the resort i had to take since talking to you nicely and politely trying not to offend you will not work!
Dude!! There are like millions of guys out there.
Dont you believe in soulmate??
That everybody has one... Its only about time that you will get to know yours...
Tell me!!!! Do you really want him back??
Do you really think that by going back to him will make you happy?
Are you 100% sure, you still want to give your all after all that he has done to you?
And if you have even the slightest doubt, then heed this advice let go of the thought of being together with him.
Think who made you suffer in this kind of state??
Who left you??

P.S I have never been so thoughtful and caring to a friend to this extent. And i certainly dont look like one...But you are the first, and that is probably because i was also at fault, but now i am trying real hard to fix it back and i know even if it is fixed, there will be scars left. But hey he has already disappointed me a whole lot, promise me you will not be the next...

And you have to understand, if i were to let you go back with him, its like me committing another crime. I dont understand why the fact is so oblivious to you when it is so obvious to me. If i let you go back with him its like me watching you jump from a building. Or am i being so overprotective of you, i just feel that its only going to get worse if you hold onto him, cant you see, you are not ready to take another fall with this.
I will be lying if i said i dont mind you still liking him, because i do. And you dont have to call him names if it hurts you, but to tell you the truth those words fits his shoes perfectly! I hate him for treating you this way, because i think you deserve better. But if you want to stay and wait for him, then fine, do whatever you like, and i wont stop you because this is my limit to helping you. You are on your own now. Cause we stop thinking alike ever since you missed him a lot! And its not about being a heartless girl, its about being heartless to someone who is heartless to you.

Because really!!! I LOVE YOU A LOT!! AS A BEST FRIEND!!! IT BREAKS MY HEART TO SEE YOU SO SAD AND SOMETIMES I REALLY FEEL LIKE I WANT TO SWITCH SOULS WITH YOU TO REPLACE YOUR BROKEN SOUL AND TO FEEL HOW YOU REALLY FEEL, BUT I CANT!! AND I AM SO SO SO SORRY!!! I AM SO SORRY THAT I CAN ONLY HELP YOU ONLY TO THIS MUCH!!!