I burnt my day...wwoopps

Hello fellow readers!!
This is like my last blog for today...
Just felt like blogging...

Wondering what i've been doing the whole day??

Well, woke up early found out 2nd sis purposely absent herself from school, then im thinking i have to lay my hands on the laptop first before she does...
Thats why i had a blog post earlier.
Then got bored...
And Hungry...
Had Maggi...sian...
But takper...
After that Madam at home (my mum) commanded me and my 2nd sis to shop for some stuffs at the supermarket...
And so we did.
We even surveyed Jollibean and Mr Bean.
The results: Mr Bean is much more better. It has more variety, the pancake is much more mouth-watering and the drinks has a more distinct flavourings and the pearl is much more chewy.
 After that, chit-chat with 2nd sis...
Mum and Dad, cooking in the kitchen.
We had Lontong Goreng and beef steak, using the beef we get from Hari Raya Haji...
Yummeh!!!
I eat like 2-3 times seyh.
Then after that...headache, went to sleep oh-no nap...
Then wake up again, 2nd sis watching CSI, after that we went to search  for some movies...
My-oh-my, my short term memory is getting from bad to worse.
I cant even remember what i watched a few hours ago...mak oii!!
I only remembered wanting to watch Veronika Decides To Die, but then it lag like one hell, so we got fed up.
And then wanted to watch Peter Pan but then after only a few minutes, found it boring...
What was the first movie we watched??
I seriously cannot remember.....
Ough ough it was the Planet 51...ahhh...
My memory isnt that bad anyway...
hehe
Oyeah then after that, had my prayers with dad, mum and sis...
My butt hit the wardrobe behind.
Almost wanted to laugh sia... and actually i did, i giggled throughout the prayers...
I know...my prayers not counted, wasnt serious...
Bad girl...
Better beg for forgiveness...
Siak aje Hy...
Then after prayers...
Saw 3 missed calls on my phone.
I suppose it was him.
He gave me a fright actually... Around dusk time calling, i tried to call back but duhh, unknown number...
Reminds me of Ju-On, The Grudge and so many other Thailand and Japanese horror movie...
Imagination run wild...

And anyway...thats all from this Not-Serious Hyriah...
Byebye and have a good nite rest...Peeps!!! :))

She is Back

Hey hey hey people!!!

 The ROCK CHIC is back!!

For Good!

I uploaded a few rock songs that i used to listen to back then..
Mostly Linkin Park, 3 Doors Down, Lacuna Coil, 30 Seconds To Mars...
I love these Rock Bands!!
I miss being rockish and punkish.
I think i have gotten a little softer after all that has and have been happening,
Now im all about being me!
Me, Myself & I!!

I believe being rock makes me happy!! hahahh


Yesterday was funny.
Sorry to you guys...im sorry i was being fickled minded and then at last minute i didnt join you guys.
Instead i went out with my 1st sister, besides it has been quite a long time since we both hang out together or else she is always shopping with her Fiance. Haha :)y
I finally fulfilled my Frappe Cravings.
Though i would prefer Starbucks, but Mc Cafe wasnt that bad anyway.. hehehh
Besides that, we also got ourselves a couple of T-shirts from UNIQLO, Notebooks from ArtBox and Sis got herself a bag...at below $20 actually $30 was the budget then...
Had a great day with sis!!
I love shopping with her.
And i think im back to Seaweed Shaker Fries Addiction...

Going out with my younger brother later, to treat him for some Mr Bean that he have been craving for...

~
Currently suffering from dry skins on my hand and around my eye and a flu.

Lacuna Coil

Entwined

And you take me over
Over again

I wonder how can I go on and on
when you want to bury my passion
You are the shell around
And I cannot escape
and I swallow my pride

Entwined together now
It's time to pass it over
(and you take me over, over again)
Entwined together now

And you take me over
Over again

I wonder
how can I live on and on
when you want to live in a hurry
You are the wall
-that I-
That I have to remove
And I swallow
I swallow my pride

Entwined together now
It's time to pass it over
Entwined together now
Entwined forever

And you take me over
Over again

Entwined together
Entwined forever

Heavens A Lie

Oh no,

here it is again
I need to know
when I will fall into decay

Something wrong
with every plan of my life
I didn't really notice that you've been here

Dolefully desired
Destiny of a lie

Set me free
your heaven's a lie
set me free with your love
set me free

(repeat 1x)

Oh no,
here it is again
I need to know
why did I choose to betray you

Something wrong
with all the plans of my life
I didn't realize that you've been here

Dolefully desired
Destiny of a lie

Set me free
your heaven's a lie
set me free with your love
set me free

Set me free your heaven's a lie
set me free with your love
set me free

Dolefully desired

Set me free
your heaven's a lie
set me free with your love
set me free

Its A Hyriah Story

This is a 2 days blog post.
Be prepared.
Ehehee.

Friday:
Went to work.
And then suddenly...the security guy asked my supervisor to "kidnap" me and Shahira.
At first both of us panic. Thought we did something wrong.
But suspense only.
Actually the store director, treat us for a breakfast at McD .
haha
So 8 malay people headed for McD.
Did i mention. 2 newbie girls and 6 old-timer guys...
Haha, me and Shahira just listened to what they were talking about.
They are a very funny bunch of people.

I'm starting to love work, thanks to the people there.
Hehee
Make a whole bunch of new friends.
Boys and girls.
Shahira....ehemm...Lutfi....
Me....ehemm....Nobody.
Kesian...sedih seyh.

Saturday:
After work shop with Shahira...
Yupp got our pay, 7 days work get like $250++
Imagine 1 month pay...haha Quite a huge sum.
So i got a $70 Esprit jacket...haha finally...I dreamt of it, you know...
And a pair of jeans.
Woohoo!!!
By the way...
A lot of nicknames for me: Mak Chik, Retard, Selenge...haha
Fun aper bully aku!!! hmmph!!

Im so distracted lately that sometimes i just lost my concentration in anything that i was doing.
Its so dangerous.
Got a couple of small cuts on my hands, i was too careless.
Did i say, i almost got knocked down??
I crossed the road without looking out for cars first.
And that the speed of the car, had actually saved my life.
Pheww...

Im trying my best to not think of you.
Andand dont let me tell myself that i am independent and that i dont need you.
Cos if i manage to do that, things Will get wrong.
Cos you were once the person that make me happy everyday.
Now you are just that blurrish figure that seems to fade.
Now even my Mum realise my changes.
Now even my Dad asked about you.
Tell me what shall i tell them.
Tell me what shall i do now?
Its your call.
Im not some puppet you play with.
Say it straight to my face.
Lets get it done and over with.
Cos right now, you are not hurting me, you are killing me.

Thinking Of You

The sun is going down on me
As she surrenders to the sea
So steal the night and fly with me
I'm calling, I'm calling


The moon is high on me and you
Is my message breaking through
Darkened skies that once were blue are falling
So hear me now


Calling out your name
Burning on the flame
Play the waiting game
Hear my calling, hear my calling


Forever and ever


Through distant lands, through mountain streams
My river's running through your dreams
There's an ocean in between
Forever and ever


Chasing shadows through the years
I whisper softly to my dear
Be sure to know that I am here
Forever


So hear me now


Calling out your name
Burning on the flame
Play the waiting game
Hear my calling, hear my calling


Whispers in the air
Hear a lover's prayer
I can feel you there
Hear my calling, hear my calling


No man is an island
That's an empty sin
Discovery is a journey
Just have to let me in


Calling out your name
Burning on the flame
Played the waiting game


Calling out your name
Burning on the flame
Play the waiting game
Hear my calling, hear my calling


Whispers in the air
Hear a lover's prayer
I can feel you there
Hear my calling, hear my calling


No man is an island
That's an empty sin
So steal the night and fly with me
I'm calling, hear my calling
~
I find today, weird.
Just weird.
Good day anyway. And no complaints from me. :)
Work was fine.
Tired
I saw you people, stealing glimpses of me.
And i find it kinda funny.
Mean of you to laugh at my blurness...

Selamat Hari Raya Haji To All Muslims!
...
How i wish i could attend  Hari Raya Haji Prayers at Mosque tomorrow.
But sadly i'm working...
Sigh...
Sad that i have to miss it.
Listening to takbir now, solemn.

XOXO

JustMeHyriah

If I am crazy then You are Blind Bluekk!!

Hello

Am here to post...like duhh

Released quite early from work today.

So happy!!

:)

This morning started work feeling hyper.

Greeted all the customers and it went smooth...except for some "not my fault" problems.

Customer last minute want to cancel item. So lecehh...

Honestly, i hate calling for supervisor's help, but what to do?...

And yeahh...again today... i got f***ed up with customers...

Early in the morning, got scolded "Crazy" for no f***ing valid reason.

Is it my problem that your eyes got problem?? Next time see properly can??

One advice for customers, read the price tag carefully before arguing as if you are right and i am wrong.

Customers are always right my FOOT!! That quote is just for the sake of being polite, okayy!!

And so, while checking the price for the customer, i took the chance to calm myself.

Sialan sia.

Curse the person all the way, reach counter never even look at his face.

But after all that happened, i heck care him and continued my work happily. 

bahahax

~

And again, my prepaid Zer0...

Insya-Allah i will top up my card for Important communication purposes.

This time, if for the sake of asking me what am i doing or whatsoever, dont expect me to reply okayy...sorryyy..

 ~
I saw your picture in facebook.
But i couldnt understand why i hold myself back from looking at it closer...
And i couldnt understand why i am scared to do so.
I Was and Am Alone.

XOXO

"Crazy"Hyriah

ermmm, must i say??

Finally, i put my ego down and text someone.

And blearghx, someone have not Yet replied.

~

And sorry guys i couldnt join and meet you guys at Huda's house...

Suddenly, i just lost my mood.

 ~

I was keeping myself busy half the day, watching Gossip Girl or to be more specific, staring at the TV.

Nothing goes in to my head... How come??

Well, hell yeah who gives a damn?

~

Phiissh... Sadly to say, i am in a dilemma and i am about to make a decision at which i am not ready to take and am not sure about.

I guess its about time.

Time to do something.

It has to have a good ending. 

~

Furthermore, i feel like an asshole lazying around at home other than the fact that i have been doing house cleaning almost everyday especially, days when i am not working.

This is just so bloody stupid.

I have nothing to do.

I wish mum and dad could send me to Africa.

Then maybe i could do some noble good deeds.

I am born to do something am i not?

Or at least, bring me somewhere i could get in touch with nature.

I need to find some thing to do to drag me out of this mere boredom.

Frankly speaking, i am tired of this current life im living right now. I want to be more active, and not just everyday listening to beeping sounds, the cash register and people complaining.

This "city" life of people bustling and lack of nature's touch is totally getting on to me.

I feel like playing hide and seek in the corn fields.

Sometimes i feel like im born in the wrong place and that i should be born somewhere else like in Norway, Finland or New Zealand or something.

NATURE is like my Antidote.

Without it, i feel sick.

I know there is a park outside my house, and from my balcony, its a magnificent view, but its just Not enough...

Oh-man, im complaining am i not??

Buhhh...

Well...anyways...

Thank Allah, for the great days i have had.

I just need to be patient.

My time will come.

And i meant time not as in death but, as in time for helping poor people. :)

~

And for the sad sad people out there.

Have faith.

Cheer up. :))

Seek help, when you realise that you obviously cannot help yourself.

No point hurting yourself.

(i am not referring to anyone in particular, but to anyone who is feeling sad lately.)

I was sad too.

XOXO

SmokedHyriah

Monday 23rd Nov like duhh!!

~

Feeling hyper alone today.

Woke up thinking of cycling...but then right, cycling alone not fun.

So end up, help to cook chicken rice and some garlic bread. yummy!! :)

Doing laundries too...

Hhaha, later going for a movie spree on the net.

Muahaha

Watched New Moon.

My god!!!!!!!

Still going to watch it in theatres... :))

Now i feel like re-reading Eclipse and Breaking Dawn...

Woots!!!

Watched Christmas Carol

Watched Bolt

Watched 2012

Sit at home one whole day watch movies with brother.

Fun siott!!

Ahahaxx

Tomorrow maybe i want watch One Tree Hill and Gossip Girl on Video On Demand..

kwangkwangkwang

~

Boy-o-boy...

Im listening to Rindu Serindu Rindunya on Youtube!!

Karaoke...

Shahira, our song!!! hahah

Wednesday at work sing again okay!?

LOL!

P.S i cant wait to work with him again...haha ooppss

Hopefully his counter is next to mine. bahaha ;)

Haha

Im trying to make someone jealous

so that maybe someone will text me??!

But i forgot, i had my phone switched off.

And by the way, this guy im talking about at work.

He is really nice and cute.

Infact i had lots of Fun talking and laughing with him.

~

Whenever i say i dont care, its only my cover line.

I care.

But because i care too much that it hurts.

haiishh...

~

On a random note: i miss my friends

And have a great night tomorrow handsome boys and pretty girls.

Dance your night away aites...

And i will see how i am going to meet you guys tomorrow night.

Perhaps sneaking in??

Yeahhh...

~

And 

Happy Birthday To Thiviya!!!

A lot to say...

 Hello people!!!

Time to post!!!

Wooohooo!!!

Okay anyway..these past few days a lot of things happened.

Fun stuffs and annoying ones too.

Mostly the annoying stuffs are caused by customers.

Quote "Customers have a lot of power, they have the power to either make your day OR SPOIL your day."
I was doing well all the while...but for the fact that her eyes tengok laut (mata kero), there write CASH PAYMENT ONLY big big also never see, then you want to complain... What can i do?? I just cant be bothered to entertain your STUPID nonsense. So i called the supervisor and pushed everything to him, at last the customer walk off...I say GOOD!! Block the way only!!! And spoil my day.

And no offence to my chinese friends but most of the irritating customers are chinese women.
Need to weight the fish inside also want to make a BIG FUSS!!
Then you want me do what??
Go inside and weigh it for YOU??
Come on lah, you think i have nothing better to do is it?
You are not the only customer okay.
People are waiting in line.
So argue and argue and argue, at last asked her MAID to go inside and weight it.
Maid take so long, come back see the price tag $7.90, then dont want to buy... chheh, freaking waste of my time.
I think wait for her, i can serve 4 customers sial...
But these things happens everyday!!!
Kind of getting used to it.

Then this one better, she said the shelf there shows it costs $1.00, but when scanned its cost $1.50... for a packet of tissue paper. Then argue and argue...I am a cashier and i dont know a hell about what is tagged and not tagged inside the big 2 story megamarket, you expect me to know every single price is it?? Those stuffs are handled by people from the inside, its a different department. And for a difference of $0.50, you dont want to buy and you want to complain...pfft...
Make me roll my eyes siol!! Like a lot of times.

Thenthen, a lot of our guys colleagues all cute cute siol, but haha, unfortunately i cannot open my eyes bigbig and see them as my potential because once in a while i will be loyal to one person if not mum will nag at me...
haha.... but Shahira enjoy seyh... not to say she has a crush with one of the guys... seriously that guy he looks like Rasyidin...please lah you have no better taste is it??
Shahira was acting so ngada-ngada and mentel, Rosma you can imagine her like that right... so i think you will pity me... even with me she act like that...me as another girl i obviously feel like vomitting la.
Come on, you behave that way only with guys and not girls like seriously stop it because its annoying.
No offence you can be that way while you are flirting with the guys, but not with me please...??

Work was actually fun and all, but these setbacks they are just trying to push me to my wits. Well i say, bring it on, lets see how long i can put up with this. :) Besides i was thirsty for a challenge. And i am going to take this my way... 

Oyeah, tuesday went out with Rosma, Priya and Shahira. Out to look for clothes for Rosma's dinner...
Then Friday, went out again look for her accessories...
Now its a complete dress.
Tuesday went to Tampines One...woohoo, saw this Esprit jacket, damn nice sia i even dreamt of it. Soooo going to get it. haha
Then went to Paya Lebar Singapore Post This Fashion...if im not wrong...
Hahas, i know most of the clothes there are for makciks!! But some still nice though...

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO DADDY YESTERDAY!!!

21st November

Rushed home from work to start baking...
Hahax.
Lights off, candles lighted up, doors open, no one in sight, lights on, everyone out and BOO!!!
Haha...
Fun night.
Dad, lets go shopping together okay when i get my pay... LOL!!!

21st November happens to be Ms Normala's wedding day.
haha....
Selamat Pengantin Baru!!!

...

Actually today wanted to go for the run but last minute, mum ask me to follow her go somewhere...sigh...
Meeting Huda and Priya soon too!!
I have no idea, how im going to rush from one place to another...think about it later then...haha


...

Its my blog remember??

I am not going to delete that post.
Because it clearly states that, it was A PIECE OF MY MIND!!
So if you are not happy with it, or if you are offended then DONT read it!!
So now you are going to tell me what to post and what not to post??
hahha!!
And i DONT remember writing your name in the post.

And who gives a damn to what other people may think?
They can think anything they want and i dont give a hoot!
And if you think i have become worst than before, then you dont even know me.
And i dont expect to achieve anything out of this...

Besides im not going to hang out with you guys anymore.
So just count me out.
Then you guys wont have to bother about me. Okay??

Life Is Beautiful

Life is beautiful
We live until we die

When you run into my arms
we steal a perfect moment
Let the monsters see you smile
let them see you smilling
Do I hold you too tightly?
When will the hurt kick in?

Life is beautiful, but it's complicated
We barely make it
We don't need to understand
There are miracles, miracles

Yeah, life is beautiful
Our hearts, they beat and break

When you run away from harm
Will you run back into my arms
Like you did when you were young?
Will you come back to me?
I will hold you tightly
When the hurting kicks in

Life is beautiful, but it's complicated
we barely make it
We don't need to understand
There are miracles, miracles

Stand where you are
We let all these moments pass us by
It's amazing where I'm standing

There's alot that we can give
This is ours just for the moment
There's alot that we can give.

Why the hell???

I'm here to blog.
Because i think i've had enough of being super emotional and sensitive for 6days5nights.
Sorry or maybe im not sorry at all for those whom i blast at in my previous post.
I really mean it.

Whole day, switched off my phone, so dont expect any replies from me.
My prepaid is getting low, and i dont think i want to top it up, i see NO point in doing so and it would be better that way. I shoosh, you shoosh. I dont talk, you dont talk. Lets just play this Unofficial DUMB Game.

So im tired of being moody and playing ignorance.
Some people are trying to reach out to me and i practically ignored them. Im sorry to Huda, i know you are trying to help, but lets just take it that i dont want any help. Just leave me alone??

Okaykay, tomorrow is going to be a suckish day.
Lil brother will be going for his Overseas Learning Journey...
Expecting to be all alone at home, going to be very stressing and depressing.
So im thinking i should go have a ride on a bicycle, to somewhere peaceful. Like where the hell is that??
I want to get lost...
I intend to ride until 11-12plus late at night...
And who the hell is going to stop me?

Im being emo again.
Fuck shit!!
Okay, Hy you've got to pull yourself together!!!!

XOXO

TryingHardHyriah

A Piece Of My Mind!

Heylo heylo heylo people!!!

Hmm...gone for 3 days siott!!

Okay so for the past few days, quite a number of things happened...

Not all is oh-so-good. Some SUCK big time!!!

3 days, weren't feeling happy or whatsoever. Lucky i work, forget all the problems for a few hours.

Mostly feeling monotonous.

Suck la.

But haha, we will get to that part later.

So!! Thursday! Happens to be my first day at work...

The manager was very very nice and friendly, i mean all the people there was very nice lah.

Enjoy the training. Learned very fast even though make a lot of mistakes, but nevermind lah, learn from mistakes!!

Break only for 30 minutes... no appetite to eat heavy meals, so just bought deserts at LJS.

Almost lost $5 Oopps

At 5pm we departed, and head home by NEL.

Damn tiring siott,at work stand for hours, going home also must stand.

Reached Hougang Station and took the bus..

Purposely took the longwinded route.

Reached home, dying to lepak.

Andandand, i touched a lot of pork siol, some damn big lah... haha

Next day! Friday!

Wake up early again.

Work, training again, learn more stuffs...

Then homed, at 6 plus.

Quickly shower and change for Campfire night,

It was raining heavily.

Then in the bus, people keep calling me telling me not to go. I just hang up on them.

I mean like what the FUCK???

It was suppose to be some kind of like a gathering for us right, isn't it??

And you think i want to miss it??

Like what the FUCK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Duh!!! NO!!!!!!!!

And a little warm welcome would be GREATLY APPRECIATED!!!!!

And dont complain that you guys are so damn freaking tired!!!

Like who is NOT???

I just FUCKING got home from work, willing to sacrifice just so i could join you guys...

Its easy for you to say, "then dont come lah..." Like what the fuck??

You know if i had known that Rouhui wasnt coming, i wouldnt have wanted to come either!!

But then nevermind, i kept thinking that i wasnt coming just for you fuckers sake, i was coming to SUPPORT MY BROTHER, who apparently, could sense that i wasnt in a good mood....

Thanks you guys for the very nice welcome!! Really welcoming!!!

It was good that i was tired, because you know why, i would have wanted to leave as soon as possible!!

So kept all those aside and just try to chill out and enjoy the night.

And for those who "ran" for me, i really appreciate it, but if it isnt sincere, then next time dont even think of doing it. You put people in a very guilty position. It makes people feel bad for whatever things that they put you through unintentionally.

I didn't asked you guys to ran after me.

All i asked for is a GOOD navigator, and just fucking tell me, what the bloody UNIT number is!! Is that so hard??

Fuck whether or not im stopping at the Old Changi Hospital.

Fuck if its dark.

Fuck if it feels creepy.

Why would you want to care??

Dont care lah!!

Dont even give a FUCK!!

Do i look like someone who is so freaked out of creepy stuffs??

I could have reached there on my own, if you guys have just gave me the fucking unit no.!!

Dont give me your feelings as a reason to do anything for me.

So after campfire, went straight home, didnt even feel like talking to any of you guys.

The reason why i chose to take the bus alone instead of tagging along with you guys.

Any second i stayed with you guys, i would have got agitated.

And dont fuck talk about me having a fucking attitude problem.

Are you my father, to tell me what to do and what not to do??

I do whatever i feel like doing at my own expense, and its not you guys that will be burdened by it.

And by the way, if you werent coming to fetch me from the bus stop, i could have called for my brother instead.

This is BULLSHIT!!

Saturday!
Wake up as early as 5am.
This time, im on my own, open counter.
Nervous seyh, early in the morning, i blurr sotong sia...
But after break, everything went quite smoothly.
Then after work, met up with Khairil.
Watched Paranormal Activity.
haha...
Freaking scary sia, it feels so real...
On the way to the bus interchange, at the traffic light, something happened lah, Shahira freaked out, she shout i also shout siol...Bodow siott. Kurang asam nyer driver. Go on the siren, then got one head pop out of the window...haiish
Shahira, is so freaked out, that she had to call her mom to fetch her from the bus stop. afraid of taking the lift alone.
Reached the bus stop around 11.30pm...
Then walk home alone lahhs...
Then something happened on the way home...
Sial lah!!
That apek!!!!

Reached home, brother talk about his experience at camp.
A few paranormal activities going on.
He kena kacau seyh...
Bodohnye benda, anyhow touch touch my brother!

XOXO

FreakingFuckedUpHyriah

wow

with all the adjustment, the hole is big...
oh...man, blood is coming out and i dont know how to wrap it back..
i think my whole hand, sort of swelled up.
feel very dizzy,i want to vomit. nauseatic sia

What a Gr8 X-perience!!

Lol!! Went for blood donation this morning...

Guess what happened haha...

Warning, it may cause some drowsiness after reading this...

So it begins... went through all the processes and passed all the check up...

And then i was lying on the chair...

Then, i found out that my vein was thin...

They almost wanted to cancel it, but then i prayed hard that they wont.

So they continued the donation processess...

First they inject the medicine that makes your hand numb...Not sure of what it is called..

Maybe i will ask them, on my next visit. :)

So with all the complications...this is what they did....

They put in the bigger syringe, and then pull it out slowly, and then they push it in back, and they did it a lot of times in, out in out in out, to make sure that the blood flows faster...and then they pull the syringe out again and lift it up, this time round the blood flowed faster and then it stops...and they checked the blood bag, and then again got some complications i dont understand what it is despite being told about the situation, but that nevermind lah, they were "playing" with that bag, something was wrong... got like one line of blood something like blood clog, but my blood still flowing...???... then my blood was very light coloured, lighter then the rest of my friend's...

And mine took so long lah, imagine how long that bloody syringe was in my hand...

Haslina, felt dizzy after that, nevermind, understandable lah, first timer mah!!

But got one handsome doctor assist her...i jealous lah seyh ..oyeah she even had extra hot milo sent to her...special or what??

Rosma and Nurul's was a smooth one...

Pathetically, Shahira, Again got rejected..for the same reason...sad siot!!

Now i'm like enduring the pain of my swell..

Got one big bruise siot...

It feels like one big batu in your hand.. Cannot bend my elbow..aiyoyo..

Sian lah, it may take 4-5 days to heal or best, 7-10 days...

I would prefer to take 7-10 days to heal...

Cant carry heavy stuffs liao...

And tomorrow...first day of work..woohoo!!

Oyeah, just now Again went to Suntec City... This time round, accompanied Shahira's cousin for job application.

Its lame for me, tomorrow must go there again...

Dah lah jauh, penat siot, kena pergi banyak kali...alamak...Dah jemu!!

Oyeah did i mention... i wrote in the application form that i weigh 55 (wasnt sure anyway)..then during the check up i found that i weigh only 47.9kg...I lose weight lah!!




AndAnd, for those going camp tomorrow, HAVE FUN BABES!!

XOXO

InPainHyriah:)

Goshh

huh...must meet at 8.30??
wahh seyh. must wake up early lah like that...
Sian...
Why so early??
Im going nuts!!

BreakDown

Had HMT paper today...
I suck...
haha

Went home straight after that...No mood to hang out.
Lie on my bed and cry.
Cried for so long.
I dont want to say why .........
Holding back these tears makes my heart feels so damn...hurt.
Nobody's fault.

You know, it comes to a point when everyone just needs to feel pampered.
Having someone to tell them that everything is going to be fine...
There is nothing to be scared or afraid of...
Just to reassure them.
But i cant have that.
And that the loneliness is killing me.
But i have to bear with it.
What if i say i dont want to be lonely anymore??
What if i say that even though having a lot of friends help...that there is always one person that could make things even better.
But i cant have that.

Blog hopping again...Go check out everyone's blog...
So sian lah... everybody talking about their boyfriend, their girlfriend... sian...
So i stopped, make me sad only...
Cry again lah!! Idiot!!
Go die lah Hy!!!
Just shut the fuck up!


Well anyway...going for blood donation tomorrow...
I hope they can take a lot a lot of my blood then, i will just faint in bed and dont come around.

You Found Me

I found God
on the corner of First and Amistad
Where the west
was all but won
All along
Smoking his last cigarette
I said, where've you been?
He said, ask anything.

Where were you?
When everything was falling apart.
All my days spent by the telephone.
And all I needed was a call
It never came
To the corner of Firs tand Amistad

Lost and insecure, you found me, you found me
Lying on the floor, surrounded, surrounded
Why'd you have to wait?
Where were you? Where were you?
Just a little late.
You found me, you found me.

But in the end
Everyone ends up alone
Losing hope
The only one who's ever known
Who I am, Who I'm not, Who I want to be
No way to know
How long she will be next to me

Lost and insecure, you found me, you found me
Lying on the floor, surrounded, surrounded
Why'd you have to wait?
Where were you? Where were you?
Just a little late.
You found me, you found me.

I've been calling for years and years
and you've never left me no messages
Never sent me no letters

Lost and insecure, you found me, you found me
Lying on the floor, surrounded, surrounded
Why'd you have to wait?
Where were you? Where were you?
Just a little late.
You found me, you found me.

Lost and insecure, you found me, you found me
Lying on the floor, surrounded, surrounded
Why'd you have to wait?
Where were you? Where were you?
Just a little late.
You found me, you found me. 

 

 

 

 

Feeling a little emotional here...

Woke up with the crazy idea of cooking....

So yeapps, i helped mum by cooking whereas she and dad gets ready for work.

Sotong masak merah is it??

Haha

Sweet and spicy just like me...hehe

Then the next crazy idea was to bake...

Hhaha...

Baked the Victoria Cream Cake i learnt from the course...

I was happily preparing all the ingredients until i finally realise that there was no egg...So i drag myself to NTUC bought some eggs, fruits and whipped cream.

Guess who i bump into... haha...Zamir...he doesnt seem to realise but neyh...nevermind...he was looking for whipped cream too...let me guess?? He is also baking the cake??LOL :'')

Anyway...bake bake and bake...

And the results is...the cake turns out pretty nice but weirdly there is a dent at the base and its quite tough... i think its too much of flour...

Nevermind... shall try again some other time :))

And then...

Watched television like after so long...

Mio TV is So Boring!!

Starhub is wayyy better!!

But then watched ONE TREE HILL on Video On Demand..

I cant resist my addiction...

I need to feed this addiction by watching it episode by episode until the whole season is over and i finally know whats the ending...

I cant wait for another day... shit...

I want to watch again!!

I want to continue watching!!

Oyeah... i am so bloody random with my crazy ideas when the fact is im suppose to be studying for tomorrow's paper...Oh well...If it means im dead with HMT, then im dead!! Screw my bahasa!! haha...I read books and studied peribahasa...but i get the feeling that im going to get brain dead tomorrow.

I wish someone could fetch me home tomorrow...

Like as if, he would...

Im being so emo nowadays and for what??

I dont know...

Its a feeling that i harbour but i couldnt express it well enough to tell him that i ____ him and that i ____him a lot. Ohh!! I did tell him, but did he even realise that i really reaaallly mean it?? and that i wasnt joking...Well it felt real for me...

i lost my heart somewhere down the road, he found it and never returned it to me...Kanasai!!

Why love is blind?

And i blinded myself with love?

It felt like as if im gambling with my heart...

Im so unsure about the future, but so sure of what i feel for him...

Im a ball rolling in the Super Space Ball Machine.

Bouncing up and down..up and down until i finally get into the "slot/hole" whatever they call it.

XOXO

FaceDirtWithFlourHyriah

Boo Yah!!!

Halow halow halow people!!

This is going to be an effing long post...

Blog about yesterday and today!..hippie!!

Yesterday!

Went for Rosma's BBQ!

Yeah!!

Long ride to and fro Changi...

Visited Shahira's hideout...

hahax

Not really a hiding place though...But get to see a nice view of a rainbow!!

Hmmmm..... really nice...!!

Then eat a lot!!

I think i can get fat seyh if i stayed longer!!

The food nice lah thats why...

Then at around 7plus at which supposedly they were suppose to reach at 6 Khai---ril and Hariz came..

wait for them to eat and then cycled, skate and run...

Me, of course with my roller blades, Rosma and Shahira, bikers and Hariz (bare foot) and Khairil ran...

Toilet Expedition:

Actually not really expedition i just said it because im being lame!

Did i mention that the container toilet stinks like hell and my friends know how it really is...

So!

Instead of going for that toilet the 5 of us headed for another toilet which is quite far, the park beside SAF Terminal...

Hahax

Actually, i cant tahan already seyh...

But nevermind...still continued skating...

Then finally we found another container toilet...

Relieved at first and then spooked the next second.

Because why??

The toilet has NO lights and the place was damn dark!!

But we had no choice but to go inside and clear our businesses...

I was so damn scared that i had to drag Rosma in with me.

Plus, you know girls..we have that period thingy and changing it is a nuisance...

Plus i dont want to say anything else except for the fact that it was scary and someone was exposed!

Head home at 10 reach at 11.

I seriously have to do something about my timing because really, my parents are being suspiciously quiet and THAT is disturbing...

Because i know them so well.

They are quiet because they are waiting for the perfect timing for me to go overboard and then...... BOOM!  Before you knew it i might be sentenced for Be Back Before Your Mum Gets Home!! ahaahax

Today:

Wake up early...Met up with Khalid...

Go bishan park and Ran.

Thanks bro, for making me run like wat?? 5km??

Hehe... but good though..

And my sincere appreciation for that, Thank You!

And the best thing is, i....terserempak with HIM!!!
HIM TAHU!!

After so long!!

Gosh...Even for a while... it made my Day!!

And the sad thing is, wont be seeing him for the next 1 week or so...

WHY??!!! :(

Rindu...rindu serindu-rindunya....(Shahira Diam!! Shhhsshh, no comments.) :)

XOXO

SmilingHyriah

Hell-Oh

Did i just get myself a job??

Hahahx

This morning went to Suntec again for the interview...

Seriously, damn tiring seyh... walk from City Hall all the way..

Make friends with the security guard there, buat kelakar sak diorang...haha

Share the joy of being employed with them...

Anyway, pays off though...I got it!!

Best thing is, i am working with my friend.

Like same working days, same time and same place.

Frightened of the walking distance from City Hall to Suntec City Carrefour...we chose the one at Plaza Sing...Nearer to our house too!!

Im a working person now...oooooohh

I thought i had to sacrifice campfire night and my dad's birthday celebration but neyh...

Worked in the morning so still can go...hahax

Gerek kaper!!??

And ohyeah...i plan to bake a cake specially for Daddy's 52th Birthday...

Since i already learned how to make cakes, going to bake a fruit cake...hehe

But got problem lah seyh...

Dad's birthday falls on a Sat..

I work on Sat morning...prolly going to celebrate at night...where got time to bake seyh??

Friday also working seyh...

Mak lu...hahax takperlah figure it out later...

I figure working at Plaza Sing will be fun, after work can shopping/watch movies seyh..LOL =)

And sorry Khalid, never reply your message about the gym thing... my prepaid low lah...Lagipun, tengah interview...

Next time kaykay??

XOXO

TwinklingHyriah

Downright Bored and Miss You Hell Much!

Okay... I have always tried to make my blog post short, but i always fail, in fact by writing this down its going to contribute to the length of the post...

Yeayea whatever...

You know... last night planned to go out with dear today...but suck! I forgot today got the job interview thingy.

Dear friends, if there is any important things that i should be reminded of due to my Short-Term-Memory (STM)

please tell me earlier?? Like a day before??

Its almost two weeks tau!!!

But Nevermind he promised to meet for awhile after Friday prayers and the day after...=)

Counting down...

And SHIT!!!! Prepaid Down!! Im going to go crazy!! NNNNNOOOOO!!!!
Dah tak dapat meet takpe lah, nie berbual pun tak boleh....Sedih tau...

Actually this story damn long already lah, but i thought i still want to type it out...

There was one time i chat with one of my friends, we talked about Npcc trip, then to her problems then back to Np stuffs... You know what i dreamt that night...

It goes like this...

First scenario... we went camping at some old haunted house...

Then one of the female teachers was found dead in the toilet... because she was having her period... And that teacher was someone we spoked about during our chat... she should know lah if she remembers it...

Funny sia...

Then scene..blur blur blur...

Suddenly at a shopping mall looking for Kiwi brand, Shoe polish.. with my siblings...

But i had trouble looking for the Kiwi because most of them was not in a good condition. Either the content came out and the tin was very dirty... I spent more than an hour looking for it. =.=

Then my face all dirty with Kiwi...

Like what the hell??

Then i forget already...

will be back posting...maybe... after the interview... :)

Wish me luck!!

XOXO

MissherdearHyriah

Why do all good things come to an end??

Haiish... Why do all good things come to an end??

Was having a great start of the week... Cooking and all.

And i dont deny that now i might have an interest in cooking especially Pastries...

I wonder why, guys prefer western food and stuffs, but its good though especially now when local chefs are in high demand now adays...

Our mission accomplished.

Victorian/ Butterfly Cupcakes was a success. Its was AWESOME!

Really proud of ourselves... Never really thought i could achieve that... Wow!!

And it is really a good idea, to be wearing black t-shirt when you know you are going to handle with Hot stuffs. Really hot stuffs!! Totally overlooked that part.

Yeah... i took charge of everything that goes in and out of the Oven.

And that stupid oven gloves.. Really, not a Help! Got my beautiful soft fingers burnt blisters...

And not to mention... i was really having a bad day... Bad Mood... And those chinese guys... You guys are lucky that i controlled myself. Because really, with your suckish attitude and bloody behaviour, you guys were a PAIN IN THE NECK! Muddleheads!

And dont even expect any politeness from people, when you guys are always the Rude, Insensitive and Too Full of Yourselves ones!! And if you are deaf, i said "Excuse Me...", instead of "Get Lost!!" or better still "Fuck Off!!", i could but i didnt, so be Glad!! Know where you stand! If you want people to be kind towards you, then make sure you are kind towards people first. Gain some respect for yourselves, Dudes!

And supposedly wanted to go to the gym today...but had to cancel it because of some stupid stuffs...

So went back home early...

Ate some of the foods we brought home from school.

Yummy!!

Then yak with 2nd Sis... oohhh...i made her recall all the stuffs... Nice to know... really romantic sia that guy...

how i wish someone would do that for me... But nevermind lah kakak, i pray that after his NS, he will come back looking for you!!! And that recent ex of yours... XXxxXX tak gentlemen langsung. Good that you left him.

XOXO

HyriahMoody!

Shopping!!

So yeap, reached school, thought i was late yet again...but nope...lucky me.

Settled down and we had Mocktails...
Then discussion...

And did i mention that Mr Haniz, came??
Yeapps, oh-well, did i mention that my friend was so overjoyed??
bahhahaxx
LOL!!

Oyeah, Mr Haniz also prepared a special pizza for the class...
And in the process of making it...
Little did he know that he was being observed closely, infact right infront of him. :)
That is until, I blurt it out, and shoots!! He heard it and very clearly!! Oopps!
Except for the one whom i was referring to, i guess she was too mesmerized with him that she doesnt even heard what i said. :)
Blearghxx

And then we went to Giant to shop for our tomorrow's "mission" ingredients...
And in total, we spent only about $27+ for all groups...
And we were praised for being wise buyers... can see why...
Who would be so cheapo to have sprayed tester perfumes all over their body??
Imagine going for a job interview, but then you had to drop by to some shop selling perfumes, to "borrow" their perfumes??

Befriend

Whooah.... I just read one super long full of hatred post...
And I got a lot to say...
But dont worry, i will try to be More Tactful...

Its okay to be angry or super mad with someone and surely you can talk about this with your friends... and bear in mind that this is not considered as talking behind their back... everybody needs some people to confide in and tell how they really feel about another person... that is totally fine... but when you confide, dont just talk about the bad things, talk about the good things also, and then why not discuss about how to solve the matter...And dude and dudettes, misunderstandings are always bound to happen, reason being, people dont always think alike...

And lets say, if you dont like it when someone did something on you... why not tell them nicely face to face, and when you are angry, never take actions, because when you do, most of your actions are irrational...Tell them politely, that you dont like whatever things that they are doing to you. And not get so mad and frustrated about it. Because things like this, are considered small matters.

Lets say, if you dont trust this friend of yours... just listen to what they have to say, but that doesnt mean you have to believe them... it all depends, sometimes you may agree or disagree with them so judge base on your own judgement.
And to those hypocrites out there... it would be really nice to know that you are also someone who can be sincere in whatever you say or do...
My mom always say, if you want to hate someone, hate them and let them know that you hate them. At least you sincerely hate them. :)
You dont have to pretend to be nice to that person you dislike, just because they are with you, its unkind.

And if you have some problems with some of your friends, why not approach them and talk about it... Why keep it to yourself and create all kinds of assumptions and accusations and make matters worse??
Its not wrong to be open and honest right?? And for some special cases, you just need a liitle sarcasm to get back to their faces for saying mean things about you.

Settle your problems bravely, dont use all those Stupid ways, and i really mean stupid and coward ones.
Dont play behind, play it infront. That is if you have the Guts!
And dont use threats, cause its really not nice to do so...

Even if you are angry or confused, bear in mind that they are still your friends. Why such harsh and mean attitude?

Can't Take It Anymore

Why is it everytime i tried to ignore you, you came rushing back into my mind?

Why is it everytime i tried to forget you, the more i think of you?

Why is it that for every step i take, i'm 2 steps aback..?

Why is it that at times like this, you had to hold on?

Why am i feeling suffocated?

Why am i feeling lost?

Why didn't i just stand back?

Why didn't i say  the truth?

Why does the truth have to hurt?

Why does love have to hurt?

Am i confused?

Am i lost?

Was i right?

Was i wrong?

It wasn't meant to be.

It wasn't suppose to be like this.

And for every alternate phrases, i'm referring to two different people.

And for every second that i think about us, i'm wrapped with guilt.

~If i wish to disappear from each of your lives, will that be alright??

Anti-social

You must be thinking, what this scum bag Hyriah is doing lately right?...
Well, she has been attending the Bridging Elective Modules.
Kinda fun...
At first, she thought she was going to sulk the whole course...
But neyh, that didnt happen...
Instead she find it kinda interesting!!
We got into groups of FOUR!!
Nurul Nadia, Nurul Shahira, Rosma and Me, we make up Blood Donors!
First day, was great actually....
Except that for our first time dish, it kinda suck...Because we accidentally put too much salt... So it was damn salty... Saper eyh, yang nak kahwin cepat?? hehe
We perpared, Chicken AlaKing and Pilaf Rice...
Should be interesting and delicious...
Hhaa

Second day, which is today....
Superbly FUN!!!
Because right, we made deserts, Victorian Sandwich, infused pear and ginger tea and main course, Mac and Cheese!!

I especially love the Victorian sandwich/cake!! haha
Im proud to say that our's turns out really nice!!! haha
Yummy, except that our noob decorations kind of ruin it a little!! bahahaxx
 And for that, we were given the task to make victorian cupcakes on Wednesday for the presentation!! woots!!! so excited!!

And oyeah... the infused thingy...we did it right but it doesnt really taste good to us...because its ginger!!
Later i fart!! haha

And then... we prepared the Mac and Cheese, easy actually... but we cheated... Mr Haniz is it?? he helped us!! haha...he modified a little... almost got us into a hot soup.... bahhax

Highlight of the day.... that assistant, Mr Haniz or whatever, he is quite handsome for some especially for someone in my group, refer to my team member's list...guess who lah...
His eyes and his hair reminds me of Khalid, but only that this guy much more handsome and fairer ah...hahaxx Im not the only one who thinks likewise okay!!!
He very nice sia, he helped us and another group a lot, a bit bias ah but maybe because our group and the other group are those that are interested to do ones...(innocent face)
And i dont know why ah, one of my team member, blush sendiri sakk!! ahaha
We all keep teasing her sia... so fun... but sadly not sure whether he coming tomorrow, if he come confirm she happy like mad haha!!
Seriously random sia she... haha haiish im laughing to myself...
And right, i think she jealous because he talk to me... she from behind ask, what he say?? haha Kepo!!!
For me to know, you to find out!! bleahhs... just joking lah...
Im not interested with him anyway!!
You can have him!! haha


Speaking of boys!!
My0oh-My...
To boys out there, whom i have broke their heart, purposely or accidentally...
My apologies!!
I am no Bitch...
So girls out there who think i am... If you think you know me, then you dont... And dont say people, look at yourself first!! If you are 100% perfect, then you come and talk to me. If no then BUZZ OFF!!
And boys, not that i want to break your heart, but it was necessary i guess...
Yeayea whatever lah... i dont intend to get attached to anyone any soon anyway... Maybe next year...??
Good news to some and bad news to some.... 
Lets just be friends and get to know each other inside out if that is what YOU need.
Sick of waiting...

Besides being single and mingling around is fun, who is to stop you?? Nobody!!
And i have more better things to look forward to anyway...
Like looking for a job, which spells out going for an interview any soon...
Then, blood donation again... monitoring my diet!! No caffeine!!
Im so eager to see my bag of blood!!
Oh did i say, im O positive!! yeapp!!
Very on demand blood!!
Because i think its because, O can take only O... So people who in need of O blood type, can only get from people like me!! haha
Then the rest i dont know... My family, got A+, A, AB,O... left only my lil bro with an unknown blood type... Nevermind, next year i shall drag him!!
My goal is to reach 50 times of blood donation!! haha which will take me about 6-7 years...
Wow thats long!! Because we can donate only every 3 months
Oyeah, then i heard we can even donate our plasma, not plasma tv but those plasma that are found in our blood! Cool or what?!!! I want to go!!! Go save a life Hy!!!!
Oyeah, anybody interested to go for volunteering at AWWA??
Or does anybody knows how to??
Im so excited!
Woot!! im going to be free after HMT o level!!
Then im free like a bird...
Cant wait!!


Ciao, going night cycling soon!!

XOXO
that bloody heartbreaker