Its A Hyriah Story

This is a 2 days blog post.
Be prepared.
Ehehee.

Friday:
Went to work.
And then suddenly...the security guy asked my supervisor to "kidnap" me and Shahira.
At first both of us panic. Thought we did something wrong.
But suspense only.
Actually the store director, treat us for a breakfast at McD .
haha
So 8 malay people headed for McD.
Did i mention. 2 newbie girls and 6 old-timer guys...
Haha, me and Shahira just listened to what they were talking about.
They are a very funny bunch of people.

I'm starting to love work, thanks to the people there.
Hehee
Make a whole bunch of new friends.
Boys and girls.
Shahira....ehemm...Lutfi....
Me....ehemm....Nobody.
Kesian...sedih seyh.

Saturday:
After work shop with Shahira...
Yupp got our pay, 7 days work get like $250++
Imagine 1 month pay...haha Quite a huge sum.
So i got a $70 Esprit jacket...haha finally...I dreamt of it, you know...
And a pair of jeans.
Woohoo!!!
By the way...
A lot of nicknames for me: Mak Chik, Retard, Selenge...haha
Fun aper bully aku!!! hmmph!!

Im so distracted lately that sometimes i just lost my concentration in anything that i was doing.
Its so dangerous.
Got a couple of small cuts on my hands, i was too careless.
Did i say, i almost got knocked down??
I crossed the road without looking out for cars first.
And that the speed of the car, had actually saved my life.
Pheww...

Im trying my best to not think of you.
Andand dont let me tell myself that i am independent and that i dont need you.
Cos if i manage to do that, things Will get wrong.
Cos you were once the person that make me happy everyday.
Now you are just that blurrish figure that seems to fade.
Now even my Mum realise my changes.
Now even my Dad asked about you.
Tell me what shall i tell them.
Tell me what shall i do now?
Its your call.
Im not some puppet you play with.
Say it straight to my face.
Lets get it done and over with.
Cos right now, you are not hurting me, you are killing me.