Face Off

Somehow, i dont look forward to work tomorrow and i think the only solution to that is to totally forget that i had problems at work. Then act like im surprised upon hearing it. hahas, like that would work, but most importantly, is to settle the problem as soon as possible and not have it interrupting my sanity.

And yeapps, i am looking forward and not looking forward to results this Friday.
First things first, i dont know what they have in store for me in that certificate.
But i really want to know what my fate is.
Next, there is possibility that i will see that guy.

And i dont know how i should react to that.
Should i pretend like i never see him??
Should i give him a pissed off face?
Or should i just smile?

But one thing i am hoping for from this short meet-up is me learning to let go, including forgiving him and letting the whole past rest in peace.
Because i will admit, that few weeks has past and yet i still havent accept the fact.
And i am hoping that after that, i can just drift away from the past and sail out into the open sea.
Its going to be hard, but it doesnt mean that it cannot be done, either way for my own sake, i will still have to do it. Its a do or die.

Spent my morning, doing the laundry and clearing my wardrobe which almost looks like rubbish storage center. haha... i keep chunking in everything inside the wardrobe. The "chunking and next time i will fold it up" attitude. This is the case of, i took out a shirt but decided not to wear it and dump it back inside. :) teehee


Last night was FUN sleeping alone. But i had the door slightly open. But in the morning when i woke up, it was wider and i saw a figure beside me... My mom was looking for something in my sis's wardrobe lahhh. Where is the knock before you enter culture?? But then again, she is my mom...Sweeeet...

And right now, there is only me and my brother at home and we have no idea what to eat. And it has been quite sometime since we ate Maggi... Maggi, menu of the day...