Thats not my name.... :(

hey hey hey... posting here...
Eventhough tomorrow must wake up early in the morning... as early as 5am...haiish... working...
But looking forward to it though. :))

So its 2nd sis's 3rd day in Vietnam, hints are telling me that she is burning ass there...
Anyways, sis enjoy your day, cos everynight im enjoying the space, the whole queen size bed all to myself.

Hmmm.... Huda and Fareez joined the Carrefour family too!!!
And guess who is their trainers...?? Its none other than me and Shahira. S U R P R I S E!
My jaw-dropped at first when they asked me to train Fareez...like i just started not a month ago (hello!!!). But good lah like that, means they trust me/us. :))
But everything went fine though. Except that i lost $19, and they wrote my name on that list, now everybody knows me. But that lost, wasnt my fault, its that damn machine that hanged, okay if you dont get what i mean: machine suddenly shut off!! And they didnt do any post void. Bloody hell!
At least im not the worst on that list. haiyah!!!

 Randomly: I prefer my name to be spelt and pronounced as Hyriah, not KHAIriah (with the strong emphasis on Khai, those are only appropriate when you call a guy's name like KHAIril, KHAIrul... get it??), its a silent K, you get me (??), and NO its not Khairah, nope not Kahirah, and definitely not Shahirah by the way its spelt Shahira. Please!! I rather be called Khai, though i hate it. Just call me Hy, if you have difficulties pronouncing my name. They call me Khai, they call me Khairah, they call me Kahirah, but thats NOT MY NAME!! THAT'S NOT MY NAME.

Im thinking of working on Mondays too!!

Note: I know i kind of make it sound like i like that guy and stuffs... i mean his cool and all. But, there is just something that is pulling me back, and im not sure either if its the right thing to do. And you guys are excited for me, and for yourself that im finally or am trying to move on, but please do me a favour, pull me back. Dont support the idea. I said NO for many of a reasons at which i am not sure of myself yet... pathetically...but yeahh, just stop me from feeling it "IT". I dont want to get involved with this things again, partly the reason why i am denying that i like that guy. Liking only is already a sin for me. But i will admit, he does make me melt...when he smiles.
I mean he is irresistable. That is why i find it very irritating!!! I cannot resist him.
If i can resist other people, why cant i resist him??? Irritating larh seyh! Even when i am typing this, im smiling to myself, cos i remembered his face.
But still...no way!!
I cant bring myself to that anymore.
Cant find that bad girl in me anymore.
Arrghh!! Can somebody help me?? Get me out of here.