What's this pounding in my chest? Why do these tears keep flowing down my cheeks? My heart throbs in pain with the realization of just how much I care for you, my sobs remain within me, though the hurt I experience is too much to keep sealed. You done it again, done it to me, added another deep, painful memory to my collection. You healed my recent scars and mended my broken spirit, made me believe that I could love once again, then tossed me aside without a care. The promises you made were but more lies, the smile that plays upon your lips hide the way you truly think of me, the glimmer in your eyes must be created by the exhilaration you get while you watch me fall easily into your well-planned trap.
Who do you think you are? To take my heart, offer me more than anything I ever asked for, and then rip it all away without a warning. You say you care, that you don't mean to and don't want to hurt me, yet it's all you've done since I expressed my feelings. Your cruelty has taken over, and you now see how weak I have become. You take advantage of the fact that I trust you so easily, plotting every scheme you can think of the night before you take action. Then, with more confidence than a grown, proud man, you pounce on me when I'm oblivious. I handed you my heart and soul, I allowed myself to be the true me, and you shredded every ounce of trust I had for you.
You do these things which add gashes to my heart, you say these words which drains every thought of love I had. You do and say these things... I can't trust you anymore, I know you'll just hurt me again... Yet, even as my heart cries out in anguish, I continue to feel that unwanted love for you... With a heart-ache and a heart break, with tears staining my face, I still love you.
