Tuesday, September 29, 2009

Excruciating





Found out something from someone...

I had to say, i feel very very very confused after hearing it.

A part of me says, why didnt i hear it earlier, another part of me says, i shouldnt have even hear it.

Its a mix of excitement and fear.

I just dont know what to say.

But i have a feeling that something bad is going to happen.

I'm torn apart.

I feel like running away from here.

But if there was anything that prevents me from running then it is the matters of the heart and involving other people.

Yes, indeed i am cornered.

2 sides of walls and 2 people cornering me.

If i to turn away from both people, i will hit face flat onto the wall.

If i went to one of them, the other will collapse.

haiiish....

Someone shouldnt have told me larh...

Now distraction sia...

N levels.....

Must Focus!!!

somebody help me!!
As long as i continue to breathe i am always getting knocked down.
Tired of standing up all over again.
Whats the significance of all this??