**I love you with all my heart,
I hate that I feel so far apart,
I would love to talk to you all day and all night,to me you are my white knight,
the need I feel inside for you is so strong,
and I feel that with you I do belong,
I wait in anticipation for you to be my companion,
the delectable taste of you I envision every night and day,
and thinking of it takes my breath away,
when I look at your eyes I feel I can see right through,
into you, and wonder if you feel what I feel too?!
The things I feel are undying and everlasting,
and fills my heart with anguish to
think nothing will ever happen!
I love you with all my heart,
are we really that far apart?
**I cannot hide these emotions I feel ... I am so confused and wish I could get
this over with. it is a never-ending emotional roller coaster with you. once I
think the ride is over, another tremendous fall lies ahead ... you love
another, and that I understand. but living with it, I cannot bare ... I love you, those
words mean so much to me. it is a terribly over used phrase I know, but
when I say it ... I mean it with all my heart. I love you. there are no other
words to describe it ... I know it is love because of how much pain it causes me
night and day ... I wish and hope with all my heart that this would be over and
done with ... but it never is. why?
If I were to say I needed you, would you be there?
If I wanted to talk, would you listen?
If I were in trouble, would you help?
If I were hurt, would you care?
If I said I loved you, would you run?
..................
Cut my life into pieces I've reached my last resort,
suffocation, no breathing don't give a fuck if I cut my arm bleeding
Would anyone care if I die bleeding?
Would it be wrong, would it be right
if I took my life tonight? chances are that I might.
Mutilation out of sight, and I'm contemplating suicide.
Cause I'm losing my sight losing my mind
wish somebody would tell me I'm fine.
I never realized I was spread too thin,
Until it was too late and I was empty within.
Hungry, feeding on chaos, and living in sin.
Downward spiral where do I begin?
It all started when I lost my mother
No love for myself and no love for another.
Searching to find a love on a higher level,
Finding nothing but questions and devils
Cause I'm losing my sight, losing my mind
Wish somebody would tell me I'm fine
Nothing's alright, nothing is fine
I'm running and I'm crying
I can't go on living this way.
.......
love, it leaves us mystified and dumbfounded.
it can strengthen us or weaken us -
it's all the roll of the dice,
it's a mystery as to how it will affect
us.
it could be the one to define us
or it could be the one to destroy us
it's that feeling that fills every
fiber of our existence
love is everywhere - you can't escape it
only the weak choose to ignore it.
it's love you can't live with it
and you can't live without it.
~Sarah Kransler~
Every day I wake up to another day gone by.
Nothing but the open road and the never-ending "why".
Nothing but the open road and the never-ending "why".
Anything can happen, yeah, but nothin' ever does.
I try to change, it's kinda strange, the same as it ever was,
I try to change, it's kinda strange, the same as it ever was,
but look at us
How do I deal with you?
How do I deal with me?
When I don't even know myself,
Or what it is you want from me.
How do I deal with us?
How do I know what's real?
When I don't even trust myself,
Or what it is I feel.
And how do I deal?
Every night, in the dark, I lie awake in bed.
How am I supposed to dream, with all the static in my head.
I turn in all directions and I pray for some relief.
What can I do, but feel the weight I'm underneath,
And grit my teeth.
How do I deal with you?
How do I deal with me?
When I don't even know myself,
Or what it is you want from me.
How do I deal with love?
Why do I have to choose?
And everybody's tellin' me,
What the hell I have to do.
And how do I deal with us?
How do I know what's real?
When I don't even trust myself,
Or what it is I feel.
Now how do I deal?
How do I deal with you?
How do I deal with me?
When I don't even know myself,
Or what it is you want from me.
How do I deal with love?
Why do I have to choose?
When everybody's tellin' me,
What the hell I have to do.
How do I deal?
When I don't even trust myself
Or what it is I feel
How do I deal?
