I know...
Its about 3 hours from my Social Studies paper.
Believe me, for the past few days everyone was asking why my face was cramped all day.
My head was thinking 24/7.
Frown the whole day.
And i made a mistake.
I wasted my energy having negative thoughts about the paper.
What if...
What if...
I even had insomnia, before lights off, i kept thinking about how to answer
Structured Essay Question.
Can you believe it damn it!!
After breakfast, never sleep, listening to music, but my mind wasn't on it.
So i got up and open my textbooks.
I dont know why im stressing like hell because of this paper.
Scum balls and acid rain!!
I find myself much more productive studying in the morning while listening to music.
Finished studying before 12 noon.
Ended up with nothing to do for the next half of the day.
I resorted to reading a novel.
The Glass Castle.
A great book with very splendid descriptive vocabs.
And new form of vulgarities.
So sat on the sofa half the day and completed the 348 page book in one day.
You may say, i'm a slacker.
This morning did some last minute revision
Scan through everything, make sure i did not leave out any important informations.
But dont need panic eyhs...
But i chose to stop reading and slept again.
But the hours seemed very long.
My killing time schemes ain't working.
My sister adviced me saying that you have to be calm and relax before you sit for the paper.
So here i am.
Not sure if it is a good thing either.
But better than getting nervous and panic.
I have studied so i shall give my best shot.
Even if i didnt do as well as i had expected at least i tried and there is nothing to regret about.
Jiayous!!! To myself!! And Everyone!!
Mom changed starhub to singtel cable tv.
But there isnt educational programmes like Discovery Channel or even Animal Planet.
If there is, i would have taped my head to the tv.
I find these channels more benefiting than those dramas.
