Actually i AM very LAZY to POST.
Maybe because blogging doesnt excites me anymore like it did the last time.
Perhaps no more blog wars?? teehheee... naughty devil of me. just joking anyway.
I know i havent been blogging like really blog about what happened in the day.
So this is it.
School is fun nowadays because i get to irritate Prabhu.
Seriously, you sound weird with that thing on.
Jason and his forever self theories. He sounded professional but actually whatever he said may be nonsense but probably it does make sense.
Everyone was more happier (??) after the holidays??
I meant everyone looks more cheerful probably SS was out of their head.
My goshh, i havent been doing much of a revision lately.
Not to say neglecting my homeworks too...
Well, how to??
Been busy lately, i am hardly at home or even if i do i cant sit down and study.
Speaking of which, i had tonnes of last minute touch up for Hari Raya.
Woohoo, 2 more days.
Wondering how this year's Raya will be?
Not fun because i have no Grannies to visit. Sad-ed
Today suck like hell.
It really suck!!
But manage to make it up for the rest of the day.
Wnt Geylang with Rosma and Shahira.
We sort of complain about our or me and Shahira's pathetic lives. FIVE!
I'm thinking.
I'm getting weaker by day.
I wonder,
since when did i became such a whiner, cry-baby, and so weak??
So easily touched?
So fragile?
So sensitive?
So breakable?
Where is that young girl i used to be?
So lively and full of life.
Stress free yet so careless.
I guess, nothing is ever going to be the same again.
It never will.
And the damn thing about today is, i had to go to school with that bloody bandage wrapped around my hand.
Idiotic sia...
But anyway i wore it because i have a reason and not for seeking attention.
So it was about yesterday's stupid activity.
Last night it started to swell up.
I had PURPLE hands.
Purple Barney... Purple dick...yeayeayea whatever.
But this afternoon it got better.
Still pain though.
But.
Not as bad as last night.
Thank God.
Oyea... Today...
I cried for a very dumb thing.
Which i really dont have a dumb idea about.
But they say if someone is jealous means that someone likes you a lot,
But really, what someone said affected me a lot.
Was trying really hard to laugh my ass out of the situation.
But instead of laughing i cried more.
I was hoping that laughter would make me forget the reason for those tears.
What Jason Mraz said was right, when you are feeling down you should get up and get dressed up.
And i did.
And i feel much better.
Tomorrow, heart-dead.
Shall not express my feelings.
Keep them in a jar.
