Stoned

I dont know why.
But for the past few days i kind of feel lonely.
Missing out a lot.
Being left out.

And i somehow feel very angry and upset at a particular someone, for some stupid reasons.
I'm probably missing that someone that i feel angry with that person.
In fact, i shouldn't feel angry or upset at all.
I wasnt suppose to feel anything.
I was suppose to stone my heart.
Let my heart deteriorate.
But right this moment.
I find it hard to breathe.
My heart feels heavy and so badly hurt.
It feels like someone stab right through it.
Trying hard to ignore it or make it stop.
But the more i try the more painful it is.
And i end up wetting my cheeks.
And the reason for this tears is still unclear.

I dont know what happened.
I make myself busy.
Always finding things to do.
But how come it actually escaped and surfaced?
I failed myself.


Please visit it. Its feeling lonely just like me.
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