Have You Ever Thought About it??

Okay, before you read this post. I forewarn you that its content is the product of overthinking. It may affect you in some way, but the contents is perchance fictional and does not resembles anyone even if it is its purely coincidental.


Lately, i've been thinking a lot or perhaps too much that some may call it that i've probably changed my point of view and perceptions.
Thoughts that flows in me like water falling from great heights. That when it plunges it created a domino effect.

I dont know what came to me, but definitely it triggered the shot and the bullet bolt through my head.
But i've got a problem. I dont know where or how to start.

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So lets just begin with love.
And lets maintain it to love in my level.

Some lifeless souls out there are making love a disgusting game.
And not refering to anyone, hearing stories of back stabbing and cheating on partners is inevitably causing rage in me.
Pardon me for speaking up my mind, if flirting behind their back is already a deadly pill than what makes snogging??? An Explosive Bomb?? A Time fuse??
It really disgust me so much that i'm thinking how such a low life they are.
A love game??
Expectations??
Disappointments??
Making the 3 SPECIAL WORDS into 3 MEANINGLESS WORDS.
Since it flows out of their lips so easily it exits the same way...
And especially guys who cheat their girlfriends?? What are you expecting from them?? And when you dont get it, do you find any possible means to get it even if it counts for being a dirty player?? If i were her i would be devastated!! And to those girls that you flirt with? Is seeking affection from them a modest reason?? Or toying around with their feelings gives you amusement?? Girls have feelings just like you so spare a thought for them. Dont make them cling onto you for so long. They are humans not puppets.
It may sound bias but i'm merely standing up for them.
Though its not in toto a guy's fault.
Why do girls make having a relationship something that is de rigueur??
Sacrificing their time and love for one guy that has never or will never solicitude???
Think! One life full of love dont corner yourself with only one.
Indeed, i've realised how extrinsic relationship is when you are still studying...
Though honestly speaking i do have my personal problem regarding this, its a message to all out there, dont do what i did...Its still early for you guys though my time is running out...

And then other than love.
I thought about life.
How lucky can someone be? Miracle? A good person?

Everyone knows that no one is perfect.
Even the rich has their weakness excluding the fact that they are loaded.
The poor and their everyday challenges to maintain.
And onwards...

Some being ungrateful and inappreciative of what they have. And so on...
Thinking of what i lack. No rather, thinking of what have i done??

The reasons for why i changed ever since i knew him.
The reasons for why i accept the delusions and not steer away from it.
The reasons for why i didnt locomote.
The reasons for why my lips lied.

I have to maneuver.
A Good Person. A Good Life.
I dont want to miss that hope.


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I watched all 25 episodes of Boys Over Flowers in 2 nights and 1 day.
Not enough sleep. (yawn)