SUDDENLY just felt like emo-ing. Like what the hoots??
I find it kind of weird, having no problems... I dont know why... So emo for nothing??
And its always, at the corner of my mind i'm thinking of something. But what is it?? I have no pathetic idea.
To be honest, i always toss aside my incredulous thoughts.
[Last warning, with beeping lights]: what it actually meant...
I don't know if those close to me realise this... Usually at some point of time, you may find me okay and then i'm not okay... Mostly it concerns my level of tolerance. Where at some point of time, i may be tolerant about some things and yet vice versa. Well, i'm thinking that lately my level of tolerance is at its minimal. I almost wanted to shout at my friend for something that she did. Its a good thing that i hold back due to fasting that is. I think my best friend should know this very well, because she always gets it from me. Sorry about that but sometimes you do get to my nerves. I think for the time being, its either some of you dont come near me or dont press the wrong button. Or i might just yell at you for something small. And its better that i dont do any reflections for the day. Because i'll be thinking of what happened and i might just hold grudges on some people.
Fasting really helps me control my emotions and my etiquette.
This morning, i overcomed my selfishness... At first, i didnt want to give it away, but then i think again, she needs it more than i do so i gave in...
Last night, i almost fight with another person in front of the food, but i managed to held back. For the fact that it wasn't worth fighting for and not in the right time.
I heard people quarreling infront of me, and i almost wanted to shout at them, but then i didn't. Instead i talked to them nicely, at least they shut their mouths.
So you get what i mean by my level of tolerance?? I get easily agitated.
And yeapps, don't shout at me, i'm not deaf, and moreover with you shouting at me, it doesnt help the situation. You should be thankful that i just kept quite i could have... until you drop dead.
