Thursday, August 6, 2009

IF...

If i'm caught in the middle, i know it will be the end of me.

I beg you please dont smile at me. It will melt my heart. And i may not be able to make it through.
Dont say that you regret. I'll feel much more worse. Worser than you can ever imagine..
I tried to avoid him, yes i did...but he smiled at me... So i quickly turn away.

Social Studies today, lucky for me, i studied Mr Chua's note. Was able to answer the essay but spent too much time on it that i didnt make it on time to answer SBQ part d and e. alamak...my hand aches
Then it was Mathematics...though never really studied much but fortunately it was easy. Because it was N level, cannot expect the same kind of standard for O level Mathematics. haiish...

Went home with Rosma and Shahira, ate at KFC. And then here i am using Shahira's computer to blog. Her computer is so lag!! I'm not used to it...hahax but thanks anyway... =)
And then we watched Bollywood! It was so emotional. At least it made me forget everything at that point of time. Munching on snacks and all. My tooth aches...=)
Reached home at 7.20pm. Didn't feel like going home actually but i had to pee...muahhax


And yes its not what i think it is. What i'm thinking right now is that it is just another reason for me to hate you. And for that, THANK YOU!!(Salutation)
I'm sure you had FUN laughing!! Laugh more until you vomit blood!!!
At least i didn't occupy your mind at that point of time when you were laughing and heck GOD knows who she is!!!
You just have no idea what i'm feeling right now do you??
I wished i had took a knife and stab you in the heart right in the beginning!!!!!!!!!