once beaten, twice shy

Believe it, i had everything sentenced in my mind...But now everything is gone...alamak...so leceh...

Okays... school was alright...
Assembly was about cyber bullying...didnt know our school had a major case, that girl must be something with so much guts or maybe cowardice...But just one opinion... this is what i call, "kecik-kecik tak nak mampus, dah besar menyusahkan orang!". Just because of that one particular kid that you so called "hate" or perhaps "envied" you created trouble for your parents!! People!! Please think before you do anything!!

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We had 4 periods of english class because maths class was replaced with english,  felt weird never see Ms Normala for one day...hahax!!

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Then, i want to complain, that chinese boy sitting opposite me during groupwork... I dont know whether you know that i'm fasting, but please do me a favour stop being such a nuisance and a nuthead!!. You are testing my patience! I'm keeping cool because i was fasting, so dont test me!!

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After school, went to pray at the Mosque with Nurul Nadia and the weather was oh-my-god!!
My throat went all dry after that...but nevermind...these are all the challenges that i'm facing.

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When i returned, someone asked me a question which i think was weird... the person sucking a lollipop...For that person, i'm writing this for you:::
Yaws!!! Dont worry i dont, dont like you... hey come on!! I wont hate a person for a small misunderstanding...I'm sure you know that. Anyway, you weren't at fault. In fact no one is, it was just a misunderstanding that could be avoided. And i hope that we learnt from this incident. Besides you guys dont really believe that i was going to pump you guys did you? Or even telling that to a sec 1 girl about that and really mean it?? Besides we should be professional. Alrights?? Thats why, dont be so naive...dont believe everything that a third party has to say. And for that i'm cool with you. =) Anyways, for that third party, i think you know where you are at minor fault. But!! I forgive you! So in future, please dont do all this sabo thingy!! THANKS!! It doesnt reflect you well either. It makes it hard for people to trust you with anything. Okays!!??

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Perhaps it is my fault for being an over-sensitive, unreasonable scum!!
You may think that i probably dont trust you.
That is true. I dont trust you. The reason being, you broke it not long ago. Forgot about it?? I can remind you later on. Its still crystal clear in my mind with an aerial view.
So its because of that very incident that i find it really really really very hard to trust you.
Like they say, "Trust is like a vase, once it's broken, though you can fix it the vase will never be the same again."... So pardon me if you think i'm too suspicious of you. You cant blame me for that either, no one can blame another person for not trusting them. Right?? If you agree, you can tag!! =)

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So that's up!! Break fast soon!!